Hope Precedes the Fall
A Self-chosen fall, like tumbling from a willingness to recognize that this contact will never be.
Living life, once you’re aware of who you are and what suits you, life begins.
A life that looks completely different than you previously thought live encompassed; that was surviving life: Live as it should be, as expected, true to learned storylines.
This life is about experiencing and living life. living true to yourself and in connection.
It brings a deepening connection with yourself and a profound search in how to relate to others.
It feels more whole and more true. There is experiencing in the moment, experiencing it fully, wonder and curiosity.
There is a deep sense of pain, personal pain, and universal pain themes. A profound experiencing and sensitivity.

A Self-chosen fall, like tumbling from a willingness to recognize that this contact will never be.

Shadow Work(s), a painting about being able to mask things and behavior that is to big to encompass at the time.

A journey of unlocking and grounding.
Healing and finding your way home.

The wonder of a form-full existence.
Exploring the mystery of being aware

Can you encompass existence?
make it tangible. Get a sense of touch. Or grab onto it?

Reside in silent ground.
In inability to relate to life.
A choice for inner silence.

Being sensitively aware of your surroundings, experiencing awe and wonder and at the same time experiencing a challenge to relate the less sensitive beings.

This portrait captures the duality of the journey towards embodied healing from traumatic stress, reflecting the torn, frustrated feeling of a well-trained dissociation mechanism.